Wednesday, November 18, 2020

ButterFly Effect

 a single act as small as it may seem, bewilders a train reaction, rippling like a drop of water, like the first domino, snow ball rolling down the hill, spiraling into tornadoes & hurricanes blow! all because a butterfly fluttered on by in Tokyo. 

oh how they fill my gut, bursting into butterfly goosebumps as I take flight. the future is always everchanging, how so simple an eye gaze, you've now changed my course of way, pushing for a better life. honor your every word, be on time, follow through with commitments, because your absence can have greater consequences. while being utterly present , as insignificant as it may seem, one's word, one's touch, one's kiss, one's hug.... that one stare to transform a man. a being having greater impact in his own circle of friends, who because he showed up, he got the job. and because he got the job he became organized and he created more jobs, having more impact on his community, which paid off! 100,000 homes start getting built, and now a village has access to education & clean water. a child is born, to cherish and to hold, whose dream inspired a nation with strength, Love, & faith, whose song wrung many heart strings, so a man decided to hold on to his life, whose invention purified the oceans. Multiplying Marine Life, reestablishing the circle of life, because the forests are now let go to grow, look at that the earth has lived to see another 5,000 years all because someone looked into my eye and got butterfly goosebumps.

Know the law of cause and consequence, for every choice & path, has a different outcome. just one word of insult can depress another, just one word of thanks can propel a dream. we spell cast with our words, as a blessing or a curse. which tale have you spun today? or have you just slept your life away? I have the power to influence the future, however I imagine it,  however I go about it today, each possibility I create paves my wave. 

The L Word

 make me believe it's really true,

 a man so dear that is there for you. 

no need to hold back cause a hand shall always be extended to you

 don't fear being alone cause 

the pillars of the temple are singular, 

that's when all the epic  adventures start happening!

 i've dreamt you up over & over again 

baby you've got me shivering! butterfly goosebumps! 

how does every hair on my back spine stand

 @ the mere sight of you, as my heart races

 @ the mere thought of you again! absolute mainframe overload! 

i could nearly puke, what it is? the green eyes, the wavy length of your hair? 

or the daily actions met with kindness, affection, & care. 

what could possibly become of me? treading into unknown waters by storm. 

will there be any reciprocity? to this truth beholden me? don't want to wait another moment more to  finally have you in my arms, as our foreheads touch, and breath as one under the Moonlit sky. stay with me even after this night has gone by,. one can try but like in all dreams one must wake up and come back into this game like the matrix. cookie cutter frames i tend to break, as i strive to live as free as can be, so take me as i am and take a chance on me. 

Sunday, November 1, 2020

No more stolen sisters

 No more stolen sisters is the hyme that we sing. 

How does one conceive the thought of such crimes, or the one who turns a blind eye. 

Why are whistle blowers silenced?  who shot the mailman? 

have you heard of the missing maiden / RCMP don't give a dam, 

Cold cases stacked behind closed doors/ the truth never to be told. 

 The highway of tears is where truth meets our fears/ Trace steps of she who met a bitter end.

 It happens everyday the women & children vanish. 

step in the shoes of the families, who've walked the transCanadian highway, 

what stories do they tell?  Can you make sense of it? can you see that it’s a living hell!?    

it's your mom or daughter who's disappeared without a trace and no one is looking for her. 

 the police? they don’t care, every moment is your heart beating a silver-bell. 

you take matters into your own hands & gather evidence

1 by 1, 2 by 2 pack your bags and buckle your shoes. 3 by 3, 4 by 4 Women and sisters shout NO MORE! Bang your drums, and sing your prayers. feel the cries who've been denied. Now be heard loud and proud,  NO MORE BLOOD SHALL SPILL THIS GOUND!!. 

Women are sacred, mothers of civilization. don't whitewash the genocide another generation. 

When Society prides itself on it's sophistication, yet at the expense of another nations' own existence. 

these barbaric acts of cruelty, raping, and pillaging. it has got to end, or pay your karmic debt. 

when  governments let folks get away with rape the message being sent Is "  it's no biggie" 

creating monsters at every turn, serial killers on a rampage looking for their next brr...



 







Sunday, October 25, 2020

Rios de que Cantar

C-F-D7-G/ C-G-C

C-F-D7-G                                                               C-G-C
Las aguas de mi espiritu mueven hacia un rythmo, vibrandon con el tambor.
C-F-D7-G                                                                               C-G-C
Mi cuerpo siente sus musculos moviendo hacia un rythmo, al mismo compa del amor.

c-g-c                                     f-g-c
Nada sirenita, no hay nada, Baila en las olas bella hada.
suelta mi'hijita, todas tus penas, con la sopladura de la ballena.

sumérgete hacia lo mas produndo de tu ser, una estrella espera renacer. 
donde s'encuentra esa rara perla, que he escondido una 3ra vez.

c-g-c                                     f-g-c
Nada sirenita, no hay nada, Baila en las olas bella hada.
suelta mi'hijita, todas tus penas, con la sopladura de la ballena.

mira mira mira otra vez, que no me puedo esconder, de mi propio ser.
bucear bucear bucear otra vez, en las aquas de tu ser,
 para renacer en una nueva vez





Friday, March 20, 2020

The Moon speaks.

Learn to love yourself above all else. you are a great and powerful force to be reckoned with.
A Queen of the night. Warrior Goddess by day.

Hold yourself upright, show your face, stand tall with grace, walk with serenity. swim to regain vitality.

 drink more water, and protect this source of life with your own.

Forgive and love as witness of god's grace.

Breathe in the suns' & Moon's light into your womb.

Eat only that which grows from water & light, as you are too.

Identify your zone, & limits so you can grow in a safe space. clear your space. tend to your things with care.

dare to dream, make that prayer, set your goals and go forth.

have faith that you are looked after for, & ask for help when needed, for you are infinitely loved and supported.

believe in yourself to be worth of what you desire. persevere to make it real.

trust in your gut. honour your own expectations of yourself. & follow through with commitments.

Monday, February 10, 2020

too honest for yer own good.

 darn be lad, whilst there are thousands ways to get yer own skin out of trouble, and ye sink yer own ship to die an honest man.

La vie de Pecheur

Le Pecheur sait, q'il aura plus forte chance de capturer son gros lot, tot avant de levee de soleil.

because at the brink of dawn, the fish come out for their morning munch.

il amène sa trousse d'outils, et plusieurs amsons, tous depends de qui il veux capturer.

he needs to know his target audience, know what they want, to choose the proper bait for the catch.

comme une bonne chanson, qui dit tu n'est pas le seul poisson hors de l'eau.

he studies his prize, through the seasons,  and the tides, making sure he's at the right place at the right time.

il semblerait que la patience silencieuse est un atout. ta proie est visible mais laisse la venir a toi.

while you shimmer and shine, catching a hungry eye, could they grab a bite & get hooked for life?


Sunday, February 2, 2020

exposing my demons

All my Little demons, life long tag alongs
whose wretched wickedness damn my inner woods
all my little demons, bring me much sorrow
they torment my thoughts, cry me to sleep.

Think happy thoughts so we can fly again
but these demons only want my light to dim
how to fight when they weigh you down
like a merry go round going on in my head,

over and over again.

they each have a name, lets make it a game
expose to dissipate , with all mi love mate
no longer will i let you have power over me
my life, my body, my rules, it's my story!

" Im not good enough" is persistent and tricky
s/he has a habit of telling me that im not good enough
like im made of dirt, that im not worthy, full of self-doubt.
well this little light of mine i'm gonna let it shine !
and this little shadow has now gone bye bye

this feedback loop of instant gratification,
it's my addiction, a dosage a happiness ,coping mechanism
i lose grip of my rope, now i choose to unfold
the truth of my reality, and what is best for me.

will i fall back into the slippery slope of "just this one time"
what resists persists i've been told

"Suicide" is an ongoing horror movie
s/he shows me clips of all the ways i could end my life
like hanging, drowning, cutting, overdosing
So i remember all the people who love me
& how my funeral would say " She had so much potential"
I wont go till i make my mark, a legacy i will to forge.


I'm in constant rehabilitation of the habits who've caused my demise.
the pesticides, sugar, cafeine, lactose, meat, tobacco, TV, wifi
the moment i release these i gain control over new senses. well not new in fact
they've been there all along, simply silenced by the over stimuli, or numbing effects of my environment and consumption habits.

what decisions will i make, to take a chance on life? take a chance on me, does that mean i need to change? or address what needs to happen in order to make the leap from despair to over-flowing divine nectar of PassionFruit- Faerie

what is full of life feeds me , and life will i feed back to her.

expose those dark places and phases, and draw your fine line in white. this is your tight rope please. if you fall back into the dark spot, hang on and get back on your feet.




Bruh

 I'm not a woman you can mold or tame not built for shallow talks, or power games like the moon i wax and wane been through it all, the ...