Bruh

 I'm not a woman you can mold or tame

not built for shallow talks, or power games

like the moon i wax and wane

been through it all, the sunshine & the pain

I move with the rhythm, i beat my own drum

I dance and i sing the many tales that we spin

fostering the thought that all is a game, but what’s in the name is the virtue we play. 

When i say no, thats a line you’re nott to cross

I feel it in my bones, they quiver as you mock

The wall is soft and harrd,  why wonder how  you’ll jump over and undder  it’s Not a great way to start ; convincing  me to bend to your plea, sure  i could agree, but truly 

all i want  to sayy is

NO !!! fuck you!!!, thats not how i roll, 

Eatt my dust, have a look at that,

 your choking on the  reapect i just lost for ya. 

Taaste that rift you brought between US

My baare minimum is the equal amount of respect you wouldd show any other human being in the wworld including your MoM Or GrsndMama

So Hello, i see & acknowledge you are a divine being. A dignified person Worthy of love, & respect, 

retribution ,recognition 

and credit for their work,

 Of kindess and bienveillance.

And yea i am absolutely deserving of this bare minimum.

Down break me down down don dow, do dn dw daown don d d ddd.

  

Idkwtfbhig

 

I don’t know what the fuck but here I go. What the Chronicle it has been and continues to be. It’s almost like the date 2020 has become some sort of a collective book marker , in everyone’s lives . like a before andafter effect.  it’s like before bc/ac, nowadays im learning ac/dc currents, anywho. 

So where do my bookmarks lye? 

Born in Santa Cabrini raised between Saint Leonard Montreal North . 

One of my earliest memories would be going to Guatemala to meet my family, and a pig getting murdered being a lot of fireworks and little sparkles. I also remember getting attacked by a monkey. And dancing flamenco on stage since stage of three.

My  family and friends were in Laval& rdp. I want to our Lady of Pompeii from kindergarten to grade 6 and my first communion and church across the street kickboxing at 12yrs old, which is also around the time that my parents start splitting up I remember my father kidnapping me from my mother after I refused to decide which side which parent I loved most.  I started highschool at LBPearson getting my ass whooped by a gang of girls so I finished my second year of high school in John Paul : they were great there , once a gave a guy a bloody nose for touching my ass, tben moved to laurier maacdonald to do my senior high school years & day one at the new skool…..my bully was in my fucking gym class!*#%😳🤯🫠😲🫨

What the actual ☠️💩👻😵😵‍💫

So she gets expelled for pushing a teacher to the ground but then spread the rumour that it’s because of meBecause I just so happen to be sitting with my mom in the office that dayCause all I really wanted was just to have a different schedule from her just like can we not be in the same class please. I would purposefully be late to not find everybody in the locker room so I can go to my locker outside of rush-hour, My mother had to take the hinges off my door because I would push all of my furniture up to it so she wouldn’t be able to open it so I wouldn’t have to go to school, I would use the adult section school door entrance into the building, I avoided using the school’s general entrance. So one dayCouple months after the bully was sent to perspectives she came with her posse from her new school waiting for me to come out of the general exit and fucking cut me off guard you know and we got in a fight at the bus stop because the bus was there and they were impeding me from getting on the bus they were pulling on my backpack pulling on my legs I had like my hand on the handlebar and trying to get on the bus andJust say that the bus driver saved my life and an old lady gave me her seat and a water bottle. this was my third year of high school, When I spent more time in a courtroom than I did a classroom because I had to go to the restraining order from this girl who never showed up to court I just kept getting pushed back until they finally gave me a fucking restraining orderAnd also because my parents were getting divorced and I think they had a total of like I don’t know 350 audiences give or take calculate that in Lawyer salary holy shit