Leap of faith

This world is a place i dont belong, in 

My dreams are where i feel at home, &

What would it take be at peace, cause

I just want to be a better me, thus

These heart strings pulled me, towards the mountain’s range

My mother said , dont go or you’ll get eaten by wild things

My lover wanted me to stay, and warm his bed, 

But the calling to the mountain , was stronger then their fears

I’ve never done this before, traveling on my own

I called a young stranger, to pick me at the airport

We drove for hours, till we set my tent by the fire

as i lay my head to rest for this first night was my only desire. 

i heard the gasps of awe, these new friends were yelling

oh my god the fire! is purple! its the violet flame is blazing!

you've got to be kidding me! but indeed the flame was blazing violet, 

as the wood was in the shape of OHM. this was the mountain's homecoming,

a gift so pure, and too magical to be true, but oh boy oh boy did this mountain have many more surprises in store!

for my splendid 3 weeks turned into 3 months, Alice got lost and found in Neverland. 
down the rabbit i go, and the multi-dimentional journey began, i could never go back. 
it's changed me for good. there were many firsts, and i can already tell you wont believe them to be true. 

"try me" ? you say?  well then good. 

everything changed when i met bobby the leprechaun. no not a short and scrawny little thing. a life sized adult man, that just walked around with the clothes on his back and a  deck of cards in his hands, the acended masters. 

dear future husband

 

Dearest Beloved Husband

Eye am all and none.

A light within the dark.

Eye connect with the presence of the Divine,

housed in the vessel of this human experience.

Eye—God/dess.

Unconditional Love.

Infinite spectrum of Light.

Unwavering Truth.

Virtuous. Graceful.

Noble, novel, and playful.

Poetic, chaotic, absurd.

Beautiful. Pure. Humble.

Also madness, chronic pain, and trauma.

I choose s/he who chooses me.

Not out of need,

not out of chance—

but out of soul recognition.

He makes me feel

seen, loved, valued, and celebrated.

He sees my wilderness and bows to it.

He hears my silence and listens deeper.

He makes my heart sing, and my feet dance,

through the rhythmic cycles of time.

Together we spin like galaxies,

welding lore into its truest form—

breaking old codes.

He is not a man who finds me.

He remembers me.

My soul’s essence lingers

in the presence of the ancient ones.

Like breath remembers lungs,

our hearts remember bursting love.

The Heart builds a spark—

as we breathe in synchronicity,

igniting a flame.

Together we love to play!

He leads me through our cosmic dance.

We play in the kitchen—

soul food for days.

It feels like we’re in a dream…

A living fantasy, until we realize:

Woah. This is reality.

In the dark, in the light,

we love each other

through the lows and the highs.

In every step,

we become the dream we were born to manifest.

With every touch,

we feel the energy surging through our veins.

Our union catalyzes major shifts in society.

The magic we wield is our sword and shield—

protecting the innocent, nurturing the Earth.

You’re the only one to whom I would kneel.

Let us build a nation, my King,

of Earth Guardians and Life Protectors,

to ensure the future of the next seven generations.

May we fall and grow in love, many times more.

A love that ripples through the cosmos,

as you gather the courage

to kneel before me

and claim me as your Queen.