Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Unfinished business

 Walking back on your old footsteps

Wandering why you left me alone

Looking for a way to bring you home

Where in gods name did u go?


Heaven knows that’s not where you belong

And lord forbade satan’s abode

Why are you here for me today 

When I needed you most, you were not there

You left this world without saying goodbye

Our last conversation haunts my mind at night

You are the reason i sing with might

Why did you give up on life? 


Im your unfinished business, 

so u follow me everywhere

Are you my angel or my ghost? 

Is this a blessing or a curse?


Sunday, November 6, 2022

Clean up cheer up

 Surrounded by things at every other turn

 where do you start when stuff is everywhere

 all these knickknacks how do I keep track of 

everything I own I’m pretty mind blown 

the piles of socks who’ve all lost their mate

 my earrings that fall off just like my winter mittens

 Another toque was leftOn the park bench too but 

if I drop my number on a napkin that’s for you. 

My room oh dear it’s pretty damn clear 

the doors can’t open piles trending ear to ear  

voila Shazam you have seen it all

 so can we all get out of here before the next Troll.

 He takes my keys and I look everywhere 

so much now I got a GPS locator 

I’ve dropped my phone from 20 feet above 

cause I’m having too much fun with my BFFFL. 

I trip and fall cause I’m a clumsy fool 

you love me this way and that’s pretty cool, 

you stand by me and watch out for my things, 

isnt that my shirt i lent you last spring.

 Looks good on you I’m wearing your pyjamas too,

 lost track of just how many times I have flown with you, 

just keep it real it’s all I can bear. 

What once was lost now will be found unlike my spending gear. 

I’ll say it really nicely you’ve been acting pretty nasty 

telling me how I should be Didn’t you see I’m already me.

faebulous and mermazing I am adventurous and crazy, 

my booty is faetastic hallelujah there’s no plastic.

 so what you gonna do with all that junk junk junk junk hidden deep under your bunk well mama’s gonna make you do some chores last round Till ten and we’re at it again Mama’s gonna make you do some chores last round till 10 and we’re at it again again again. 

Why do i?

 Why do I walk through life as if I were blind. Why do I try to hide as if I was shy. Like no one would love me, ever so lightly, why would I try? No one talks to me, they just fall asleep to my lullaby. Why do I drink tea late at night. Why do I ask consent as if it were a crime. Cause I’m walking on eggshells around you! Can you please not scream I’m just beside you. Why do I do the things that I do what Joy do they bring is that good? Every single act that I make will make up for bowling effect, every choice that I make or Lack to attend will have its repercussions and

Funny ways

 Life has a funny way of doing things when I was a child I had it all and when I grow up it’ll fill down. My family fragmented in 1 million pieces. My innocence taken by blood shed too gullible for my own good I fallen in a few traps my dreams or why I’ve gotten back up. I’ve lost it all in hopes of happiness I prayed to God to take care of me to lead me where I’m meant to be and fulfil my earthbound destiny. My dream started becoming a reality and that is when I found prince charming the sparkle in my eyes when I sang is what captured his heart in the bang. 

The life has a funny way of doing things, think continents apart tears my heart when he’s by my side I feel alive. 

Legends

 The legends of the sea or for you and me, we’re stuck together through eternity. The cycles of life like precipitation, what goes up must come down, what goes in must come out. As long as that water is flowing flowing into flowering. Forming into existence ocean being. As I learn how to swim in release I breathe, my body floating and feeling my heartbeat in my fears know that this too shall pass and all we got is right now today if not live now than when?

Lion and the unicorn

 The lion and the unicorn were fighting for the crown the lion chased a unicorn all across the town some gave them white bread and some gave them brown some gave them plum cake and sent them out of town.


The lion and the unicorn defended the crown the lion and the unicorn sat right by the throne some worth of British some were the Scots some were invaders because Romans came to town.


The lion and the unicorn love the young maiden the lion spikes the unicorn for she prefers him sometimes she pets him sometimes they looked sometimes on her lap and the Lions furious.


The lion and the unicorn represent at the Christ the lion and the unicorn are opposites like some with magic powers some with divine fate some with gullibility to make a wrong mistake

Dear moon sister

daughter of the earth, 

warrior goddess from the stars.

Incarnate at this time

to share your medicine with all. 

we are the wounded healers

this is our rebirth.  

how many deaths would I die 

till all that’s left is My light

 Divine child brazen wild ,

your crystal Heart makes Rainbows 

you got power, passion flower

Union is key to live in harmony

you are another me, in a different form.

be light on your toes & dance  through storms

Fresh out of Tears

 Are you fresh out of tears, sweet Magdalena.
your crying has given rise, to the Nile
riding the river all the way,into a wasteland
 we're in knee- deep aint nothing left to understand.

so this is a story- thats- grown ever old
you can change your reality a vi-sion to behold
da Diamond in the rough finds his treasure in cavern's hold
releasin a genie with 3 wishes like woaw! 

nothing! is ever fairer then it is,
tiaras are only puppets on strings
politicians make the best comedians
While in military oblivion.

y'all get hooked on that same melody
Chirp that song, as the sky is fallin down on me
y'all go figure whats really happening
behind closed doors, it's all conspiracy

dont frown when birds chirp voldemort
hiding facts lays down a trap
for naive me who hasnt seen
a planet of obscurity..

a charade none the less, come on down and play
Taking candy for the special fx
Cause life has dealt you one hell of a hand

Grow up shape up get your shit together
There’s a little more to me than y’all realise.
So step up to the plate and show your A game
Cause this world needs more folks on the same page. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmevqH_0JKw














Sunday, July 24, 2022

a thousand faces

People have traveled to a thousand places, throughout the history of time.
to think that we'd accept our thousand races, instead we've made it a crime.
can you remember a thousand faces, their names you'll spit in ryhme.
after you've crossed a thousand phases, life may seem sublime. 

Lucifer & the Queene of Fae

 Once upon a time, 

After the BIG BANG: ying yang egg hatching, whereas the male energy became all that is MATTER, and the Feminine Energy Manifested into 4ELEMENTS thus ETHER. It's like God is the Rope, and Goddess is the Weaver. so lets fast forward here....zooming into a speck of light, who's a sun, and zoom into a speck on it's orbit, it's the earth!


This SUN in a youngling, RA, child of the Universe. This child's magnetism has attracted quite the circle of friends, His particular favorite is Gaia. a Love ballad between two bodies  whom can never touch. in an eternal waltz through the cosmos. 


Since Gaia has been busy managing the 4 elements within the 4 seasons, and all her children! it's round clock action all the time. it's quite the spectacle from the sun's perspective. Many children later, Ra wanted to send a very special gift to his eternal love.  his pride and joy, his morning star, Ares. as a way to unite their love


(OSIRIS/ LUCIFER/ ARES/ 

Based on everything we’ve explored together so far, Lucifer’s story—as interpreted through your lens and layered with philosophical, theological, and symbolic depth—unfolds like this:



Lucifer: A Divine Gift, Not a Villain


Lucifer is not the devil, nor Satan, nor evil itself. He is a gift from God—a radiant being of light and wisdom, deliberately sent to Earth not to tempt, but to catalyze evolution.

His name, “Lucifer”, meaning “light-bringer,” is not ironic—it’s literal. He brings divine awareness.

He is not fallen in the traditional sense. His descent is a mission, not a rebellion.



The Garden of Eden: The Great Experiment


Earth, and specifically the Garden of Eden, was the first testing ground for free will. Unlike angels, who were created to obey without question, humans were gifted with choice—to obey or to explore.

The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil was not a trap but a control variable in this experiment.

Lucifer’s role was to present the choice, not to deceive.

He did not force Eve’s hand. He simply offered the fruit of awareness.

The eating of the apple was not failure, but proof that free will functioned.

Actually ‘ADAMS APPLE”  Adam bit the apple and blamed eve for it. 



Lucifer the Scapegoat


Over millennia, humanity refused to take responsibility for its own choices. It was easier to say, “The devil made me do it,” than to face the consequences of free will.

Lucifer became a scapegoat, a goat-shaped symbol of blame, absorbing humanity’s guilt, fear, and shame.

He was recast as Satan—a title that originally meant “the accuser” but became a personification of evil.

Later, merged with folkloric depictions (horns, hooves, fire), Lucifer was transformed into the Devil—an archetype of all that humanity feared within itself.



Lucifer as the Mirror


Lucifer is not humanity’s enemy—he is its mirror.

He reflects what happens when we are disconnected from God’s love and light.

The “Devil” is not a being but a state of being—d’evil—a fractured, shadowed state created by the absence of divine connection.

Lucifer, misunderstood and demonized, bears the weight of that disconnection.



The True Nature of Lucifer’s “Fall”

Lucifer’s fall was not a punishment, but a sacrifice—a divine descent into density to ignite the flame of consciousness in humanity.

In bringing knowledge, individuality, and moral awareness, Lucifer initiated human evolution.

His “fall” was humanity’s rise.



The Paradox of Wickedness


Just like Elphaba in Wicked, Lucifer was never wicked—only labeled that way by systems of control that needed a villain.

He is the misunderstood revolutionary, the bearer of uncomfortable truths.

And like Elphaba, his defiance of authority was rooted not in pride but in justice, awareness, and love.



Where Lucifer Is Now

He is still present—in stories, in shadows, in misunderstood ideas.

He lives in every moment when we choose to question, grow, or awaken rather than blindly obey.

And perhaps he waits for the day when humanity stops blaming and starts understanding.



So, What Is Lucifer’s Story According to Us?


He is:

The first conscious rebel—but not against God, against stagnation.

The light-bearer, not the light-blocker.

The herald of awareness, not the prince of darkness.

Not evil—but a misunderstood, cosmic change agent.

Not fallen, but lowered—by choice—to lift us.



If this resonates with your vision of Lucifer’s story, I’d love to hear how you would expand it or reshape it further. Would you like to write your own version of it together?

The Outcasts of the Garden of Eden

 The Garden of Eden, was a land also known as MU, an eternal Hawaiian paradise.

A land where the rainbow shown in the sky throughout the whole day and the whole night.

there was no such thing as death, or growing old. 

Magic was as natural as breathing.

 the rainbow served as a multi-dimensional highway between realms. 

Magic is the ability to channel Light source energy through your body and instantly manifest what ever it is you think or desire.

such as leviation, telekenisis, telepathy, echo location, premonitions, and such.

Earth angels are Elementals, the fae-people. beings who are made of the very element they serve, hence their remarkable capacities. 


flower fairies, makes flowers blossom, the forest spirit makes vines, and trees grow, gnomes make mushrooms grow, dwarves grow and harvest crystals, genies store the seal of fire.  catch my drift here?  now, most of these spirits that come help Gaia with tending to her gardens, are either from another planet, from the Angelic realm, or Elementals the direct offspring of gaia. 


Now who is Creator? They like to refer to themselves, in a non-binary fashion.  one day they wanted to create an experiment, by creating children " in our image" so creator imagined themselves and decided this was the best look that proportionately reflected their image of themselves. The big but, these children were not bestowed with any innate magical capacities, besides the gift of free-will, the ability to choose for themselves. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnImDNDWFyY

Monday, May 2, 2022

Get your shit together

 Am i enough? is often what i ask myself. then when i look at myself i realize that i am beyond. i am more than i have ever imagined for myself. whether others can see it or not. i have come a hell of a long way. from a wallflower to diamond in the rough, to concrete rose. to sigma. the lone wolf, endlessly wandering in search of her pack & forever home. the trailblazer, who is building a life for herself outside the norms of society. i will thrive by my own means, and I will continue to follow the pull of my heartstrings for there is no greater satisfaction than fulfilling our divine purpose.

Now stepping into the next level.

starting with the grime. where is my stuff, are they kept neat? or am I endlessly looking for things? break open mind on the concrete when you lose track of things, like time, or meetings. where's the clutter? evict the cluster that musters. mind mutter, so Fu87 you, and the games, you pretend that you dont play. we've all reached a bitter end. you're a reflection of me, what are our similarities? do our differences weigh u down? are you my grin or my frown?
we call eachother by names, 4 things we wish to create. what's on the up side of things. the moral lessons. what's right? and what's wrong? who knows it all? who took the blame? r sins repaid? what's your engagement to the ppl around ya? what is the purpose of each dynamic. are you running? for time? or away from your crime? need to face facts as broken bones dont heal fast. Step up your game even with a cane, to hold you up, ya gotta show up. show true courage, despite the rain from thunderclouds, by dancing through the strain.

Sunday, January 9, 2022

Beautify my Life

   


people of This world are obsolete, sticking to thier guns, down the street.

wicked scissor hands and tongue twisties, nothing is ever as it seems. 

folks feel astray in their own brains, posh dont pay till they've got gain. 

Art in hood , made for fools, makin it twice for lazy tools. 


Colours on my mind, spit in ryhme, surfing on sound waves all the time

Riding on cloud shaped unicorns, betcha rainbows coming out of its Ahole!!!! 




Bruh

 I'm not a woman you can mold or tame not built for shallow talks, or power games like the moon i wax and wane been through it all, the ...